My Heart Sank

He's leaving again. This time's for New York for 4 months. Will be off on next tuesday.
My heart sank a lil when I heard the news. But I guess I tried to be indifferent and cool about it, even though my heart was screaming out "I'm gonna miss you!!!!!!!"

4 months, that's not a very long period of time.. still anything could happen during this 4 months.. But then again it could be a God-given break for me. To thoroughly get him out of my system..